The thing about Lupus is that it’s really good at making me feel like I’m all alone even when I’m surrounded by people who love me. I know I’m not but God, today at the doctor I damn near broke down. It was my first real public breakdown. I fought hard to keep the tears from rolling down my puffy cheeks. All I wanted was my mum there. I’m not even sure the boyfriend has seen me like this. I’m such a mess. I shouldn’t go to appointments alone but it’s all I know…but so lonely…not sure what to do.
Tomorrow is a new day.